I know nothing

what am I gonna do with my life?

I’m 21. I’m one year apart from a real work life and I haven’t decide what I’m gonna do with my life. I don’t know what I wanna be.

Some of my friends are having the time of their life. Going abroad for exchange, preparing for an environmental competition, doing an internship that really make a change to their life, meeting people at international conference, planning a life with her soul mate, helping someone who really need a help, being a politician in campus.

I see myself as an average person. I’m not that good, but I’m not that bad. I’m not an ambitious or a perfectionist person or worse, an over-achiever. I love the way I am right now, actually. But when I see my friends, I envy them. That’s why I think I have to do something to my life, so I won’t envy my friends again.

I know nothing about my own life. I don’t even know what to write because I know nothing.

Sigh.

P.S: My English isn’t that good, I know. I watch too many American TV Series so right now my mind is talking to me in English. So, this is me talking, not me writing.

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